don't be afraid

for those who thnk negatively of yrself (like me), and who have ideas but they remain in your head, watch this. it's rather inspirational. thnx to my ex-classmate, Seha.

most of us are bunch of creative persons with full of doubt. reduce the doubt



walk your idea, if not run it

aku bukan nk mengumpat la tapi...

why ah? people nowadays are seriously into this habit. when ever they want to mengumpat, they'll start with "aku bukan nak mengumpat la tapiii...". it's not like the words will purify the "umpat" sin they about to make.

SO,...if anyone in front you utter those "sacred" words, be prepared!  BAD-MOUTHING IS ABOUT TO BEGIN! tutup telinga semua! ;p 

close your ears! (from Google Image)

tolong la jauhi zina. plz

bayi dicampak dari pangsapuri di Sentul. if you haven't got the chance to read about this news, you better click the link. i know, the news is cliche, which rather being reported frequently nowadays. But indeed, THIS CLICHE NEWS is the thing we should stop.

bayangkan bayi yang dicampak. bayangkan manusia kecil yang sudah mampu menangis tp masih belum berkesempatan untuk mengenali dunia dicampak dari tempat yang tinggi. sakit gler! frankly speaking, i dont understand why people still have the heart to throw a baby to death. o my ALLAH, kejam nya org yg buat ni! serious rase cam nak campak balik org2 camni from KLCC. let them know.

org yg slalu terlibat dalam benda2 ni xlain xbukan adalah org2 dalam lingkungan umur aku. yg terlibat dalam zina. i know that im not old enough to say this, i know that im not qualified to advise, and i know how i myself is imperfect to voice this out, but please- kte sama-sama kawal nafsu please. jauhi zina. and just so you know if you dont know, pegang tangan itu juga haram, kawan2. even if u guys are so darned in love, please have bit of control of yourself. simpan la kemesraan itu untuk kemesraan yg lebih baik (n plg penting halal) lepas kahwin nanti. kalau kita xsama kawal pergaulan kita, xhairan kalu suatu hari nanti, masyarakat kita akan dipenuhi dengan anak-anak luar nikah, pasangan-pasangan yg beranak-pinak tp xpernah bernikah, n god knows what else. na'uzubillah.

 ingatlah. untuk bina negara yg baik, untuk bina masyarakat yg baik, semuanya bermula dengan diri sendiri. dengar tu nana. and kita, walaupun muda, kita boleh mati bila-bila masa. when people talk about mati, reflect and do realize how you yourself, young people also have buku catatan amalan and you WILL die. (said nana to herself).

shoot or shut uppp?

"Sesiapa meninggalkan perdebatan, sedang dia berada di pihak yang benar, dibina untuknya sebuah rumah di tengah-tengah syurga." (Riwayat Anas Bin Malik)

sumber http://www.resepirahsiaku.com/2011/01/bertengkar-secara-positif.html#ixzz1BCitbD00
Under Creative Commons License: Attribution


i read that from one of the blogs under my list. well, yup, that hit me well. skill berdebat adlh untuk kita membela diri and tegakkan pdirian, tp mmg kadang2 berdiam diri itu lebih baik. ish2, nana u shud change. jgn asyik nak menang je. umm, lets just take it this way, put yourself in a group wif someone who keeps on arguing to win his/her thought, truly enough dats annoying right? u dont wanna be someone annoying. so when u think there's really nothing to lose, shut up is a better choice . in fact, rumah di tgh2 syurga is sooo much a better bargain! :D 


p/s: advices for my ownself and org2 yg sewaktu dengannya 

wa.. new year is coming

    
wa...new year is coming soon. my next year visions (em, sdp skit bunyi...sounds "pro"er):

• mahu lebih bjimat. no more food at cafe (mahal la nana..let it be that u'll get thinner...kalu nak makan puas2, kat rumah oke?)
• after lunch, nk wat hmwork kat class. jgn balik bilik dlu (if not, anda hanya akn tidur & h/w will be left unsettled). ok, nana? this is an order! go back to yr room at 5pm. and straight to tv room for news update moment.
• no outing. unless u really really have to.
• every sunday 9pm is time for kurung ironing. no more ironing in the morning!
• sleep at 11 pm and wake up at 4.30am

please obey this five things!!!!

gosh! We were braniacs! used to!

i played tic-tac-toe (if thats what you call of a game with 9 drawn boxes and 2 players play with each having own symbol - simple saying a circle or a cross mark, and that the mission is to get a 3-boxes row with all your symbols IN) with my bro last night. and what i just thought is that, we have never been as innocently genius (genius without being realized ;p) as when we were kids.


i could still recall the moments when i was a primary school student, when post exam school days were euphoria-ful days for all of us
(unlike now in college when we were then busy worrying out what we'll be getting for exam results).
Last time in primary school, at the end of the year after exam, some of us will bring some board games, but mostly didn't. what we were obsessed on were the kepong game, tic-tac-toe, and the "name, tempat" game. ala, dont tell me you dont know those games! 

the name tempat game is a game that requires at least 2 players. players are supposed to decide on a specific alphabet for each round and supposed to fill some examples in some columns provided in accordance to the categories. Among the common columns prepared are name, country, food, artist, and bla bla bla (god knows what other creative categories we could think of that time!). i can still recall that at the end of each round, whoever having the same thing filled in their column with another person shall be getting 50 marks while those with no same filling as any of the other players deserve 100 full marks. 

we were  so excited playing those at that point in time. and most importantly, all it costs us are some papers that we can easily tear out from our school exercise books (takpe, dah akhir tahun. tahun depan gune buku baru. hee :D) . can u see it?  we were used of having fun with no cost! but look at us now-, we are turning into a horrible spending monster! we need money to have fun as we grow older. kids are pure genius. on the other hand, when a grown-up thinks of having fun, he wont be thinking of grabbing a paper and a pencil.
EVERYONE, we WERE sheer genius! 

Points on how to improve your life

Personality:

1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits

4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does 
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more

14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:

15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others 
17. Forgive everyone for everything 
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6 
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day 
20. What other people think of you is none of your business 
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

22. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do. 
23. GOD heals everything 
24. Do the right things 
25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change 
26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up 
27. The best is yet to come 
28. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful 
29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it 
30. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So, be happy. 
While you practice all of the above, share this knowledge with the people you love, people you school with, people you play with, people you work with and people you live with.
Not only will it enrich YOUR life, but also that of those around you.

this is what i got from Amal Aiman's blog (and he got from someone else).. neway,from whoever this originates from, thank you! rasa sangat tersepak dengan kenyataan2 di atas especially those bolded. 

an english question

I read an engllish essay question few days ago. It's a debate essay titled "Those who take life so seriously will never get out of it alive". and since then, i cant help to think that I'm a major example to that. wat to do, cant help it thou. i read the Shopaholic&Baby by sophie kinsella . there's a part when the main character, Becky telling her family obstetrician (a male Dr) how she likes his tie and ask where he bought it. and the guy takes that question so seriously that he took long time to think in fact call his wife to ask where he had actually bought it. after all, it was only a rhetorical question by becky. but again, the Dr just cant help it. just like me. at times.

i = i forever

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind." 
— Dr. Seuss

what comes around goes around. and our life does if we didnt jump out of the circle

p.ali is resting at the verandah with his wife when  he sees p.hamid walking past his house. this is how the conversation goes:

p.ali.: salam. where are u going?
p.hamid: im going to fish
p.ali: why do u want to fish?
p.hamid: so that my family and i can eat.
p.ali: why do u want eat?
p.hamid: so that i can have energy, live, and catch more fish tomorrow.
p.ali: why do u want to catch more fish?
p.hamid: so that i can sell them, and get money to buy bigger boat.
p.ali: why do u want to buy larger boat?
p.hamid: so that i can get more harvest
p.ali: why do want to get more harvest?
p.hamid: so that i can buy a big "boat with pukat tunda"
p.ali: why do want to get a big boat with pukat tunda?
p.hamid: so that i can get bigger and bigger harvest.
p.ali: why do you have to get bigger and bigger harvest?
p.hamid: so that i can buy a very big engine boat.
p.ali: why?
p.hamid: so that i can catch fish more easily and that have better and much better harvest.
p.ali: why are u doing all this?
p.hamid: so that i get rich and that, when i get older, i can rest with my wife at home.
p.ali: rest with your wife? is that exactly the thing im doing NOW?


okay, maybe the conversation is kinda stupid to occur in real life that i just cant stop imagining that if im p.hamid, i would totally pissed off and leave the scene rather than answering stupid p.ali's questions that only waste my time. but i got the points in there. if theres someone as "innocent" and (i should say an avid inquirer) as p.ali who ask on what our life mission is and why this and why that, we just might not be able to answer. ask yourself your mission and ask why. more than often, we tend to set life goals to limitedly world goals. lets say that your life goal is to be a specialist. we know generally that ones at the age of 35 can already hold the title of a specialist. so, does that mean that after 35, u have already succeeded in life that u dont have to live anymore (commit suicide maybe.aha)?? 


look at p.hamid and p.ali. P.hamid works hard for something that P.ali is experiencing NOW. p.hamid has set a worldly life goal that will lead him to nowhere. and..we are JUST the same. 

if we dont set our life goal exclusively for Allah, then we'll find that our life is just a circle , we work hard just to get to the point where we began with. on the other hand, if we dedicate our life to ALLAH and prepare for hereafter, we'll get the most valuable harvest.

if u want the WORLD, u'll only be able to get half of it,  

but if u want the WORLD & THE HEREAFTER, u'll get both :) 

together we pray for Hidayah from ALLAH  
p/s: i learned alot from Beyond The Norm Programme . alhamdulillah

its beats slowing down lest it'll collapse

euphoria or dysphoria??
alhamdulillah..it may not be the fact i/ve been dreaming for...but thats the best Allah has given me.... hikmah i could think of~ he doesnt want to have ujub in my heart.

CONJECTURE...


i cried at my first glance of the slip.. i got 7a+ and 3a...and just imagine my initial feeling as i got to know that the 3 "bertuah punye subjects" are english, biology, and sejarah!. Allah knows how disappointed i am at thinking the fact that the subjects i slacked on are those super related to course im taking aftrwrds (medic.)..i was even worried to get know that the number of students getting straight A was a myriad.
"sure NUMBER OF STRAIGHT a'S STUDENTS ARE MYRIAD..BUT NUMBER OF SCHOLARSHIPS NOPE!"


but then my grandma told me stories bout her last time Haji in Macca. she said that upon reaching there, as she and the rest wanna pray, the first thought they had was that thay would not have the space to be in the saf. but later on, as people all stand up and prepare for solat, there'll be space, much, much initially unforeseenable space to place all the jamaah.. allah eases their path for an ibadah by sparing the space for'em..to be truth, my tears brimmed to think how i have been stupid for not trustng Allah on the rezki he's going to bless on me~ i might not see the chance, but He has sure spared one for me, the very best in fact. take my life as ibadah, and it'll be eased~

ANYWAY, THANX TO THOSE CONGRATULATING ME FOR THE RESULT~ mak, ayah, cg nazimah,juniors (FARUL, IZUDDIN, FAIROZ, INTAN, n sooooo many to be listed), lutfi sunbae(who sms from US), ali sunbae, naimy (ex-cubemate), beloved ex-classmates (erly (she scored even better that i did), ghazalian (ahah, syamim, niza, luqman, n cepek...we got d same rzt!)), sadiy (including your words rgarding d oversea thingy as well..BFF), nadia (cngratez to you dear), mak chu ina, and many many more.......................


special to niza, fera, syamim, faiz hakimi, haniff, syahrin, cerul, paan, and daus..
thanx for the hangout moments ya (kfc and bowling thing)..



haha...i even left my sijil and exam slip at mc donald at where i waited you guyz... d mc donald called maktab, and maktab called my dad's pejabat saying that "anak en ada masalah"... poor my parents thinkng i've been in serious trouble..huhu.... suck of me for creatingthe chaos for my silliness... after all,11 mac DID have so many to be held as reminiscenceS in my life =)

fear? nervous? dislike?i could note millions in my life..perhaps i should call them my syndroms or..phobias??

fear? nervous? dislike?i could note millions in my life..perhaps i should call them my syndroms or..phobias??



_cats>
afraid that they might bite me..ouch!






_boys>
frankly speaking im scared of boys in my age, 'll taking longer time to be close with them compared to those younger or older..strange huh?







_fruits>
i'd given my fruit suppy during "zaman skewl asrama" to my friends





_kenduri>
these are those which specifically need me to "menggembling tenaga" as well.. not hating coz i need to work, but i cant work.. i just dont know how... plus, i think im born wif facts that i can do a job but PLEASE...not in havoc or fast pace..so just cant work in urge or force from others. sorry





_formal as the head>
i cant handle a formal meeting. i can be in discussion with friends, but to chair a formal one, to give instructions, to make them wanna work with me...i have zero cnfident for that.. i just dunt like the whole formal atmosphere...it'll make me prethink and think and post-think t0o much...oh, i really, really want to change this!!!!


SAVE THE STRONGEST FOR THE LAST.. NOW THIS IS IT::.

_i*a*a* f*r a *r*i*e
sorry, its my biggest fear that'll remain a secret..and i'll pray to Allah so he can guide into my utter soul mission to make that perish.

its_attitude_that_matters

Attitude There once was a woman who woke up one morning,looked in the mirror,and noticed she had only three hairs on her head.'Well,' she said, 'I think I'll braid my hair today.' So she did and she had a wonderful day.The next day she woke up,looked in the mirrorand saw that she had only two hairs on her head. 'H-M-M,' she said, 'I think I'll part my hair down the middle today.' So she did and she had a grand day.The next day she woke up,looked in the mirror and noticedthat she had only one hair on her head.'Well,' she said, 'today I'm goingto wear my hair in a pony tail.'So she did, and she had a fun, fun day.The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. 'YAY!' she exclaimed. 'I don't have to fix my hair today!' Attitude is everything. Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle. Live simply, Love generously, Care deeply, Speak kindly....... Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... It's about learning to dance in the rain.