fear? nervous? dislike?i could note millions in my life..perhaps i should call them my syndroms or..phobias??

fear? nervous? dislike?i could note millions in my life..perhaps i should call them my syndroms or..phobias??



_cats>
afraid that they might bite me..ouch!






_boys>
frankly speaking im scared of boys in my age, 'll taking longer time to be close with them compared to those younger or older..strange huh?







_fruits>
i'd given my fruit suppy during "zaman skewl asrama" to my friends





_kenduri>
these are those which specifically need me to "menggembling tenaga" as well.. not hating coz i need to work, but i cant work.. i just dont know how... plus, i think im born wif facts that i can do a job but PLEASE...not in havoc or fast pace..so just cant work in urge or force from others. sorry





_formal as the head>
i cant handle a formal meeting. i can be in discussion with friends, but to chair a formal one, to give instructions, to make them wanna work with me...i have zero cnfident for that.. i just dunt like the whole formal atmosphere...it'll make me prethink and think and post-think t0o much...oh, i really, really want to change this!!!!


SAVE THE STRONGEST FOR THE LAST.. NOW THIS IS IT::.

_i*a*a* f*r a *r*i*e
sorry, its my biggest fear that'll remain a secret..and i'll pray to Allah so he can guide into my utter soul mission to make that perish.