wanna try something?

we are Muslims. and our main (supposed to be) references in life should be none other but Quran and Sunna. one of the way to indulge yourself into the love and pleasure of reading Quran is by adopting the feeling that the verses in Al-Quran is referring and specifically for u.

now, from your date of birth (DD,MM) u can search for the verses for u insyaAllah. lets say mine is on 22nd August . the month is 8th . and the date is 22nd. so i should be searching for the 8th surah in quran and the 22nd verse of the surah.

trust me, try this and insyaallah u will shock to find that the meaning of the verse is highly dedicated to u. i learned this from my naqibah :)

what comes around goes around. and our life does if we didnt jump out of the circle

p.ali is resting at the verandah with his wife when  he sees p.hamid walking past his house. this is how the conversation goes:

p.ali.: salam. where are u going?
p.hamid: im going to fish
p.ali: why do u want to fish?
p.hamid: so that my family and i can eat.
p.ali: why do u want eat?
p.hamid: so that i can have energy, live, and catch more fish tomorrow.
p.ali: why do u want to catch more fish?
p.hamid: so that i can sell them, and get money to buy bigger boat.
p.ali: why do u want to buy larger boat?
p.hamid: so that i can get more harvest
p.ali: why do want to get more harvest?
p.hamid: so that i can buy a big "boat with pukat tunda"
p.ali: why do want to get a big boat with pukat tunda?
p.hamid: so that i can get bigger and bigger harvest.
p.ali: why do you have to get bigger and bigger harvest?
p.hamid: so that i can buy a very big engine boat.
p.ali: why?
p.hamid: so that i can catch fish more easily and that have better and much better harvest.
p.ali: why are u doing all this?
p.hamid: so that i get rich and that, when i get older, i can rest with my wife at home.
p.ali: rest with your wife? is that exactly the thing im doing NOW?


okay, maybe the conversation is kinda stupid to occur in real life that i just cant stop imagining that if im p.hamid, i would totally pissed off and leave the scene rather than answering stupid p.ali's questions that only waste my time. but i got the points in there. if theres someone as "innocent" and (i should say an avid inquirer) as p.ali who ask on what our life mission is and why this and why that, we just might not be able to answer. ask yourself your mission and ask why. more than often, we tend to set life goals to limitedly world goals. lets say that your life goal is to be a specialist. we know generally that ones at the age of 35 can already hold the title of a specialist. so, does that mean that after 35, u have already succeeded in life that u dont have to live anymore (commit suicide maybe.aha)?? 


look at p.hamid and p.ali. P.hamid works hard for something that P.ali is experiencing NOW. p.hamid has set a worldly life goal that will lead him to nowhere. and..we are JUST the same. 

if we dont set our life goal exclusively for Allah, then we'll find that our life is just a circle , we work hard just to get to the point where we began with. on the other hand, if we dedicate our life to ALLAH and prepare for hereafter, we'll get the most valuable harvest.

if u want the WORLD, u'll only be able to get half of it,  

but if u want the WORLD & THE HEREAFTER, u'll get both :) 

together we pray for Hidayah from ALLAH  
p/s: i learned alot from Beyond The Norm Programme . alhamdulillah

austere yet superb reUnion.mid valley witnessed it all

i have been thinking of posting this post ever since we started to board the train home. best. aha, thats the word. coz we kept laughing all day long. thanks to funny a.lutfi, a.afif the birthday boy, a. azrul who i never thought is friendly and cool as that, sweet k.sharifah, k.farah (so comforting la this unni), and a.bob (lol, they gossiped me with this bro *get blushing for 3 seconds* .. ahaha. first the activity was searching in the crowd. hhaha.. ya lar. coz i went all craze searching them. we met at centre court. then, we headed for the cinema, yet stunned by the immense crowd and the loooong queue up there, we just knew that movie-watching would be a no-no. next, shooting the breeze at a mamak restaurant at Garden!! ordered drinks, then we introduced ourselves with i-bet-u-know-how-full-with-ridiculous-cum-jokey-questions Q&A session. now, the always cepu perak question- wats yr status?  !! ahaha. now k.sharifah seemed to be nervous to answer, k.farah and i gave "single", a.azrul said "menduda" ,  lutfi sunbae said he's single but not available, and a.afif answered "double"!! haha. klaka je time tu.then, soklan2 yang so futuristic pon dtg. kahwin bile, mas kahwin brape, baju kahwin warna apa, bila plg lewat kahwin' n much much more cracking up questions. aha, n bila soklan pasl mahar kahwin tu muncul, abg lutfi pon mnegakkan hujah pasl mas kahwin tak patut tinggi sgt and tak perlu la kita ikot sgt adat. a.azrul pon bagitaw pasl adat kahwin mlayu and the whole atmosphere mcm tgh berdebat kot.haha..and they even psyco me about taking medic. aha. and this was what a.lutfi added bout kmb::

pasni kalu jumpa nana:

A:: tu nana.

B:: mana?

A:: tu, yang pakai purdah tu. 

haha . he said kmb is quite islamic. ngehehe. we'll see what kind of person i'll be in two years time. xD

after lunch in the mamak's restaurant, we went to secret recipe, there we celebrated a.afif's birthday in advance. wakaka. a.afif terkejut kot time tu. ohoho. sdp cake, too bad im not a cake big fan, but i did pack slices of cakes home :p here, we met a.bob. im amazed by his fluent kelantan accent, thought ke's a kelantanese! and a.azrul plak cam org KL!

okey, so to cut it short, all of us (except a.bob) at 4.30pm boarded train home. (another train edu for me :) )

nah, heres the shots.

above:birthday-boy  and the american boy                      

           

right:birthday-cum-gathering cake

above:big grin from the american. he said malaysia is too hot. ahaha. a.afif, potong kek  leklok (mikir nak bwk blek kek utk **** ??) haha.opps

above:everyone say josh (coz thats seems to be what a.lutfi's saying) haha

left:photographer of the year

below:smile & happy glare of the girls and guys

left:key-chain gift from a.lutfi (US mariii)..kamsahamnida sunbae xD ..yeay!

u sang a jewel

Once, Allah sent me a friend who sang me this song... she knows who she is if she reads this. thanks alot :)

Sometimes,

when the world not on your side,
you dont know where to run to,
dont know where to hid,


you gaze,
at the stars on the skies,
at the mountains so high,
through the tears in your eyes,
looking for a reason,
to replace what is gone,
just remember remember,
the you are never alone,

just reaching into you heart 
and Allah is always there
you are never alone


so now,
as long for your path,
prepare for your future,
but knowing nothing ganna last,
you see,
this life is bode aroad
straight and narrow path,
to our final abode,
so travel where all Muslims
and paradise will be your home
and always remember,
that you are never alone..

waka waka~! this time for africa

world cup fever. though im not a football fan, am not gonna be a leftout from this craze and crave football fever. am rooting for ARgEnTinA!!
 love Lionel Messi <3 go!go!go!

:: love waka waka song but like the 2006's theme song better :)

heart jumping and hopping for kmb

mood: weee 
venue: smkbs,coming here to illegally use the wifi ;p




waaa...cant wait for 22.6 to come. gumbira gula gula to get to kolej mara banting <3 ...haha. its like going for standard 1 back after extremely-indulged 6 months of hols!!! xsbr je lebih tp borang yg kena hantar semula kat mara tanda terima tawaran pun x fax lg... argghh *my big mouth yawning ..
~i donoe why but its like so exciting :D to have syamim there. syamim, be sure to feel the same bout me! ahaha   :DDDD

entah entah ........ sin sin sin sin

i am called upon to write bout budaya entah entah which so common among Malaysians especially the Malay. this is not the entah that u say when u dont know the answer to someone's question. its not a verb, neither a noun. its usually uttered before someone before he or she made an assumption, a blind speculation. let me include a situation so well-adapted in our community::

macik J:: eh M, L, si budak S tu selalu keluar malam..ada orang jemput naik kereta. kereta besar pulak tu.

macik M::umph, si S tu mmg liar.entah-entah keluar gi disko, takpun gi tido umah jantan mana ntah. hah, yang jemput tu silap-silap si boyfriend nye.

macik L:: ye ke? ish, bdak2 zaman skrg ni xtaw batas pergaulan.. hish, yang mak bapak nye pon xreti nak jaga anak-anak..

see. they know nothing but they talk much. and when this kind of people are smart enough to stir a speculation, they of course are efficient enough to spread. and when the stories spread, the "entah-entah" phrase seems to vanish in the air. as it gone, the word "aku dengar" will come handy. then, the next phrase "si polan-polan kata" comes to join making a triplet sinful terms.
the story will sound like this>>>

di pasar, mesyuarat macik diadakan apabila terserempak

macik J:: eh M, L, ni nak bagi tau,si budak S tu selalu keluar malam..ada orang jemput naik kereta. tiap hari tu, engkau!

macik M::umph, si S tu mmg liar.entah-entah keluar gi disko, takpun gi tido umah jantan mana ntah. hah, yang jemput tu silap-silap si boyfriend nye. 

macik L:: ye ke? ish,  zaman skrg ni budak-budak xtaw batas pergaulan..hish, yang mak bapak nye pon xreti nak jaga anak-anak..(yg ko  dok caye si macik M tu ko ingat bagus sgt la batas korang tu yek..n korg plak xreti jaga mulut)

di warung, L dan C terserempak..

macik L:: eh, C...ak dengar kan si budak S tu liar sangat orangnya.aku bgtaw ni bukanlah nak mengumpat tp ye lar, ak tgk anak ko si T tu rapat dengan S , jadi aku rasa baik la ko kawal sket anak ko tu supaya jangan rapat sangat dengan si S.

macik C:: eh ye ke, knape  plak?

macik L:: ak dengar dia slalu kluar malam. ade laki boyfriend nye jemput naik kereta (padahal diorg pon tak taw yg jemput tu lelaki ke pompuan..macik M la ni yg suggest) .. ish, ak dgr liar sungguh bdaknya. gi kluar disko pastu ape orang putih kata clubbing2? ahh, elok la kalau anak ko tu tak kawan ngan si S

di rumah macik C

macik C:: eh T, macik L tadi ade jmpe mak pastu dia pon crite la pasl kawan  ko si S tu yang slalu kluar malam. slalu ade laki jmput dia kat depan umah tu ha. sih, mak tkut ko trikut je dengan perangai si S

T: eh, mak.. mana ade.. S tu baik budaknya. yang jemput dia malam-malam tu kawan kami, J . pompuan bukannya laki. knape plak macik L kate laki. dia nampak ke?diorg, S ngan J kerja kat kilang dekat sini tuh. kerja halal..tp bulan ni diorg kata diorg dppt shift malam. tu la, diorg kluar malam. bulan lepas diorg dpt shift pagi, so takde la kluar-kluar malam ni.. ish, fitnah semua tu mak. 

(macik C, wats yr respond??ahaha ^O*)

everyone has mouth to speak. but dont forget that we have brain to think before we speak. stop la the entah-entah or else,the story of entah-entah->aku dengar->si polan-polan kata will countinue to poison our mind until someone who know the truth or who are rational enough to ask the tuan punya badan speak to unveil the truth. so readers!lets play our role to stop the entah-entah culture. :)