aku bukan nk mengumpat la tapi...

why ah? people nowadays are seriously into this habit. when ever they want to mengumpat, they'll start with "aku bukan nak mengumpat la tapiii...". it's not like the words will purify the "umpat" sin they about to make.

SO,...if anyone in front you utter those "sacred" words, be prepared!  BAD-MOUTHING IS ABOUT TO BEGIN! tutup telinga semua! ;p 

close your ears! (from Google Image)

This is Rasulullah's Doa when he was tested.



a small girl reciting her Do'a



Imagine being 50 years old, having just lost both your wife of twenty-five years and your uncle who took care of you as a child. Imagine walking into a town in order to ask people for their protection, and instead have them throw stones at you until your feet bleed. How would you have felt? How exhausted, both spiritually and physically, would you have been? And yet, the Prophet ﷺ calls out to Allah in one of the most beautiful and heartfelt du`a’ (supplication):



“O Allah! To you alone I complain my weakness, my scarcity of resources, and the humiliation I have been subjected to by people. O Most Merciful of those who have mercy! You are the Lord of the weak, and You are My Lord too.



To whom have you entrusted me? To a distant person who receives me with hostility? Or to an enemy to whom you have granted authority over my affair?

But as long as You are not angry with me, I do no care, except that Your favor is a more expansive relief to me. I seek refuge in the light of Your Face by which all darkness is dispelled and every affair of this world and the next is set right, lest Your anger or Your displeasure descend upon me.



Yours is the right to reproach until You are pleased. There is no power and no might except by You.”

Disclaimer: This is from an email that I received from my Kakak Usrah :)

harun putra?

this conversation took place yesterday in the living room of home sweet home while my mak and I were watching the dinamo ads on tv (dinamo kot..ke breeze?. ah anyway its detergent ads in which adi putra is featured!)

nana: mak, mak rase mana lagi ensem, adi putra ke erry putra?
mak: harun.
nana: hah? harun?
mak: eh. aaron.
(umm..harun reminds me of pacik harun yg slalu lalu depan rumah jual sayur)

haha. anyway, we both like aaron aziz  :)

tolong la jauhi zina. plz

bayi dicampak dari pangsapuri di Sentul. if you haven't got the chance to read about this news, you better click the link. i know, the news is cliche, which rather being reported frequently nowadays. But indeed, THIS CLICHE NEWS is the thing we should stop.

bayangkan bayi yang dicampak. bayangkan manusia kecil yang sudah mampu menangis tp masih belum berkesempatan untuk mengenali dunia dicampak dari tempat yang tinggi. sakit gler! frankly speaking, i dont understand why people still have the heart to throw a baby to death. o my ALLAH, kejam nya org yg buat ni! serious rase cam nak campak balik org2 camni from KLCC. let them know.

org yg slalu terlibat dalam benda2 ni xlain xbukan adalah org2 dalam lingkungan umur aku. yg terlibat dalam zina. i know that im not old enough to say this, i know that im not qualified to advise, and i know how i myself is imperfect to voice this out, but please- kte sama-sama kawal nafsu please. jauhi zina. and just so you know if you dont know, pegang tangan itu juga haram, kawan2. even if u guys are so darned in love, please have bit of control of yourself. simpan la kemesraan itu untuk kemesraan yg lebih baik (n plg penting halal) lepas kahwin nanti. kalau kita xsama kawal pergaulan kita, xhairan kalu suatu hari nanti, masyarakat kita akan dipenuhi dengan anak-anak luar nikah, pasangan-pasangan yg beranak-pinak tp xpernah bernikah, n god knows what else. na'uzubillah.

 ingatlah. untuk bina negara yg baik, untuk bina masyarakat yg baik, semuanya bermula dengan diri sendiri. dengar tu nana. and kita, walaupun muda, kita boleh mati bila-bila masa. when people talk about mati, reflect and do realize how you yourself, young people also have buku catatan amalan and you WILL die. (said nana to herself).

money, money, money. no, not for me

dear blog, im exhausted la blog. pnat nye cari sponsor utk charity project. some of the companies claimed that they don't donate to individuals, some claimed that they already have affliation with other charity organisations so they need to allocate their donations maximumly for the affliated. fuhh.  what a journey! nevertheless, i ve learned alot. now i speak clearer through phone when i called up the company. unlike before, tergagap-gagap nk ckp english dlm phone. hoho. but honestly, i made a script before i made the calls. ;p .. tp kann, for one thing, i discovered how nice it is to deal with cooperative ppl. those yg x sombong, those yg memudahkan kerja org laen, those yg bersemangat utk serve the society. ade yg bersemangat nk be part of the project in fact! (erly, i do mean U! thanks dear, ak terharu dow!) so, next time, when anyone else seek for your attention and help, be part of the cooperative team, yea!! kata nana kepada diri sendiri. n nana, susah kan cari sponsorship? nevermind, u r just one step to the charity money. betooollll. xcaye? wait and see.

The Social Website

i ve just watched "The Social Website". aside from the turbo speed words coming out from Mark, other thing i could remark on the movie is the message. sure enuf, creating a huge thing isnt easy. you might lose your friends, you might you lose you money, and you might as well lose your dignity along the way. but his success in the end is rather a happy ending (at least for the time being) and DID manage to compensate the "things" he had gone through throughout the endeavour. err. did he? i mean was he the one who'd gone through gamut of suffering? he sure worked hard but i saw more sufferings shouldered by his best friend. emotionally. um. thats the thing, his best friend is emotional and thats why he's hurt. hurt easily. so nana, dont be too emotional. and if u know that ur heck gonna be hurted, you may as well limit your sacrfice. and you know ur the kind who "mengungkit", so, dont bother to do too much then ,coz ibadah yg diungkit xkan diterima. and change the attitude. You re tested with the natural bad attitude you have, and changing it will give you huge rewards afterlife.

one thing for sure i had learned from this movie is, you will likely lose along the way to get to the mega success at the front. but if u stop at the middle, first u'll regret forever, and perhaps you could have never imagined how your fate would have been twisted if you had continued your very next step. GO BIG or GO HOME.  

and... if you havent got the chance to watch this movie, HIT IT!

hand in hand we learn

assalamualaikum n salam sejahtera people! 

basically, college nana ade charity prog kat acheh akhir november nnt. it's named as "hand in hand we learn". it's organized by Fish For Life, a charity based organization in our college (Kolej MARA Banting) and it is education-oriented. we aims at instilling the interest to learn english and math among the children n teenagers there alongside with the utilization of ICT. im seeking for donations n sponsorship for this purpose especially from companies, and individuals too!

if you have parents, siblings or relatives working in any company, would you care to drop me a respond so i can get back to you? coz i really need this kind of link in order to get our project proposal directly to the company's management. nevertheless, if u, individually interested to donate money, clothes, books, laptops (used but still usable) or any thing la, plz plz plz care to respond. i ll email u the sponsor letter then. ur help is very much appreciated. May Allah bless u!