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Tuesday, May 4, 2010

A Hysterical Letdown





A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:

Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children.

Your daughter, Judith

PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.

- An e-mail

I LOVE YOU, MOM

pengharapan::

".....dan berdoalah kepadanya Dengan perasaan bimbang (kalau-kalau tidak diterima) dan juga Dengan perasaan terlalu mengharapkan (supaya makbul). Sesungguhnya rahmat Allah itu dekat kepada orang-orang Yang memperbaiki amalannya. (07: 55-56)"


sering kali rasa berdosa tatkala rezeki yg telah Allah janjikan tidak aku yakini.. berdoa dengan tidak yakin, risau dan sebginya.. sedangkan doa itu perlu dipanjatkan dengan penuh keyakinan kepadaNYA, Maha Pemberi Rezeki! sedangkan aku sedia maklum bahawa Allah akan memberikan aku apa yang terbaik buatku- he'll gve me what i need, not what i want.!!

my soul is waiting for MAra Oversea result..i hope, hope n hoping for the chance to study in IrelAND,SO MUCH (only Allah knows how much i wannit).. BUT rumour saying that ONLY 10 medic applicants will be sent to UK, n 10 ONLY will be sent to Ireland.. to be turth, to be frank, that troubles my amotion much..::

anyway, i have gotten two offers now,LOCAL:
-matrix penang (my first choice when filled the matrix application form)
-asasi perubatan UIA (my first choice when filled the UPU application form)

both of them are my first choices, will i get the offer on my first choice for MARA SPC? (royal College of SUrgeon Ireland)...wallahualam~

Sunday, April 18, 2010

a day in UIA

today, i spent half of my day in UIA, watching my juniors "bahas"ing.. cool...we met first in Moot Court....gosh, they had won 4 out of 5 matches..and they ranked 6th! so they were to fight against SMI Hidayah later. dat was Fahrul's old school.. and it was a tough sidang lorh... usul:: krisis MCA tiada penghujung..so sengit mehh... both were good ...but i like fahrul's quote at the beginning of his text "saya pernah bersama dengan mereka dahulu jadi saya tahu betapa mereka menipu sidang dewan"..hahaha...funny lol....


at the beginning of the bahas...
taw x ade kew ptut sblm lawan tu ade lar dua org mamat kat blkg ak ny (pnyokong smi hdayah) tnye skewl mne lawan hidayah ney? then kawan dye pown jwb "mrsm pengkalan chepa...sorg lagi tnye pengkalan chepa kat ne? kawan dye pown jwb "kelantan.. then dye pown kte "ekeleh, balek kmpng je la!"/


....hahaha...last2 hidayah yang blek kg..mrsm pc menang yeay!!! alhamdulillah



to my juniors:: CONGRATULATIONS.... GO ON WITH YOUR EFFORT AND VICTORY!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

matrix

hey..! i got matrix penang..though it honestly not my most ideal choice for my edu, yet getting MATRIX PENANG (my 1st choice when i applied for matrix looong ago) is something exciting lar owing to the fact that this is my first study offer =) whether i am to accept it or otherwise, i'll decide on 1st May =)n one good thing is, ade member aku dpt penang gak!!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

it's done


alhamdulillah..done with the interview.. emm.. it was not the kind of interview i had imagined, so to speak.. it was more like an informal chit chat.. i even doubted on how they judged me. they didnt ask me to introduce myself..the first statement (or question??) from the interviewer was "so u r from...?".n i said bukit beruntung, rawang (i've heard before that we're not supposed to answer shortly but hei, what else to say??)..
inteviewer:: school?
me:: mrsm pc
so ur from the same school as najwa (schoolmate previosly interviewed).. which one is betterZ? u or her? do u like dancing like her?
me:: dancing..no, i prefer singing ;) i would say that both of us have our own specialities..
inteviewer::if we are to choose one?
me::choose me..... ( then i told her what im good at)=) (sory najwa..hee)
inteviewer::so y do u want to be a dr?
me:: ell, i want to be a gyne specifically.. its a wonderful job..firstly its my passion..its a wonderful job..blablabla(too long to be included here =p )
inteviewer::do u know any popular gynecologist?
me:: well, i might not know the top gynaecologist in malaysia.. but my aunt is a gynae and she's the nearest example that i can put as my idol
inteviewer::did she work private or serve gov?
me:: oh, she joined venture wif her friend, opening a medical centre
inteviewer::oh, that should be expensive (salary)..a specialist right...? (she's angguk2)
me:: yea
inteviewer::::so where do u want to go study?
me:: ireland specifically royal college of surgeon ireland
inteviewer:::: oh, that's the most expensive medical school in the world. as for the other uni. they might be supported by the gov, but this one is ipts..if mara suddenly doesnt send student to ireland but india and indon instead, would u still apply for mara sponsorship.?
me:: yes.. actually, if i am to state my three choices of countries to study medicine, i would put ireland as my first choice, india as econd, and thirdly , UK..so i wouldnt mine to consider my 2nd choice if mara insist on sending me there.. i would say that both ireland and india, have their own benefits for me to study there.. ireland..the medical edu would be better in term of the techno and gov support.. india would be better in term of hands-on experience..
inteviewer::::(anggunk2) so your father work in kementerian....(she flipped my documents)..oh miti.. at.... (she flipped again)
me::....jalan duta
inteviewer::oh... jalan duta..miti .. yg aritu ade tender baru sambung buat building berjuta-juta ringgit tu kan (she said to the other interviewer) n yr mother is.. (browsing for info in the document)..ooh, teacher...(she wrote something in the interview judging form)...do u have anything to asK?
me:: oh actually yea...do u allocate any specific num of applicants to be chosen to accept this sponsorship?
inteviewer::oh, we have our kuota, but that deends on the gov, if the gov suddenly says "oooh, mara should get more this year", then more sponsorship would be given.. anything else
me:: no, thank u maam...
inteviewer::yg satu group kat luar tu sume mrsm pc eh?
me:: hee..yup
inteviewer::haha..i nmpak td tangkap2 gmbr..siap peace2 lagi (she was saying this to the other interviewer)
me:: hhaha..yea, long tyme no see, maam..
inteviewer::haha..ok2...ask the next person to come in after 2 minutes.
me:: ok, thanx again.. =)




all in all, it was nothing upsetting for me, but none to be proud of..

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

mara interview

today mara short-listed the name for its interview..i thought that its easy to get to the interview (i mean only GO FOR AN INTERVIEW, first stage meh), but proven im wrong..some of my friends fail to qualify for the interview..as i first log in with my ic (920*22-**-565*), it says that "PERMOHONAN ANDA TIDAK BERJAYA"..OMG, TERKEJUT SGT!! ok, i try again , NOW wthout those sengkang..alhamdulillah lucky dat i didnt passed out at the first attempt..im qualified to go for the interview.... 13th april, venue::shah alam... hope Allah permudahkan urusan aku...doakan my success for the interview.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

uh??

aku kat kg ny....ade knduri..
-today, for one thing, baru kukenal lady ga-go yg disebu-sebut oleh member2 kat fb..ku igtkan they'al pronounce lady gaga in kelantan version..rpe-rpenye, lady ga-go is a f******, b******* gay..omg, dsgusting gler tgk his profile!!!!!! omg,save our future generation frm a person like hm..