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Sunday, June 4, 2017

The track

I stood there watching as fathers, mothers, children, brothers, sisters, and others to others entered the train. The train from Abberswyth to Birmingham. Busy souls with myriads of goals and destinations. With different emotions and different sort of things going on in their lives.

I trailed my gaze along the rail  track till the steel seemed to disappear into the bushes where it bends.

"Do know, Nana,
What's straight on, isn't without bend.
But as long as you have your track, you'll get to where you should be."

Alhamdulillah.
Life has been so blessed with goodness,
Now shared,
With a gentle soul with a big heart.

Allahu,
May our marriage be a source of happiness
And most importantly a source of what needed to keep on the track despite the bends.
From You and to You.
Bismillah.

Please pray for us that our marriage be blessed with sakina, mawaddah, and rahmah

S's N

Saturday, May 6, 2017

...

Sayup talu tapak menyapa
Taman rapi tempat menjadi
Kuncup semalu saat disapa
Bukan sepi tiada sudi.

Dingin sedang bayu merembat,
Embun sedang persis berkantung,
Jernih kadang tak terlihat,
Kasih sering tak terhitung.


Thursday, March 23, 2017

Vending machine

Almost is a prod,
Or rather a sword.

Almost is a hope,
Or perhaps a slope.

Almost is what it is.
When you wished
Yet it withered when it's either
Not Nil a coin
Not Broken of the machine
But Press the wrong button
Hence wrong what hits the bin.

Almost.
Yet all the steps are wishes come true
So it's fine
I thank you.

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Sunday, March 19, 2017

Fitness videos channel

Check Lumowell for their fitness videos.
Highly recommended!

Ps: Sejak final year rasa betul diri tak fit. Rindu zaman netball and cycling. Basikal dah takde. Sobs. Netball gang pun takde. Nah alasan kamu ==.== 

Monday, February 27, 2017

Fuels

Abu Huraira reported Allah's Messenger (ﷺ) as saying:

He who alleviates the suffering of a brother out of the sufferings of the world, Allah would alleviate his suffering from the sufferings of the Day of Resurrection, and he who finds relief for one who is hard-pressed, Allah would make things easy for him in the Hereafter, and he who conceals (the faults) of a Muslim, Allah would conceal his faults in the world and in the Hereafter. Allah is at the back of a servant so long as the servant is at the back of his brother, and he who treads the path in search of knowledge, Allah would make that path easy, leading to Paradise for him and those persons who assemble in the house among the houses of Allah (mosques) and recite the Book of Allah and they learn and teach the Qur'an (among themselves) there would descend upon them tranquility and mercy would cover them and the angels would surround them and Allah mentions them in the presence of those near Him, and he who is slow-paced in doing good deeds, his (high) lineage does not make him go ahead

This.Very much needed.

Sunday, February 26, 2017

Obstetrics

A day of finishing an obstetrics textbook is an amazing day.
Sekarang boleh cakap amazing, tadi waktu baca macam I was like "Oh god, oh god please please bila nak habis"
Nah, I'm not complaining :p

Obstetrics is really interesting actually. It's one of those field where you, as doctors, by default are not treating diseases but supervising one of the amazing natural life processes. And manage when needed. Cool ey.

Learning obstetrics makes me realise how delicate our birth process is. 
How the position and turns of the baby's head and body matters alot.
How baby kicks is the fetal's way of saying "hey mummy, I'm doing great here"
How and where the placenta attached can make all the difference
How a mum positioning herself can change things.

Learning what happens to the seed in the tummy is really amazing. Subhanallah. and have you ever thought of this- We actually began our life dalam air tau ;) 
Also
Learning how things can go very wrong makes me realise how giving birth is a process that needs huge size of tawakkal and doa. 
But The whole process is just so beautiful.
And my admiration to obstetricians simply grow. It's a risky and difficult job, yet so so noble. May Allah repay you all abundantly.

















And it just makes me think of how much our mums have gone through throughout their pregnancy and delivery- and those are just the beginning to their sacrifices in dealing with us! Sayang ma!





















Here is my mid revision break video. Tengok video made by Natalie:) She's having a girl this time!