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Teach us that's fine,

For we too want to learn.

But do watch for the line,

Ask not what not earned.

Try sometimes,

our shoes.

Tight or loose they may be.

Rest once from le comfy.

See sometimes,

through our shades.

Dim or dark they could seem.

See once with mere beams.

If you can't make things better,

don't make it any bitter.

You despise what seem like a condition,

you forgot it's a repercussion.

Jejak Rasul 2015 AsSalam - Saudara dari Korea (Bagian 1)

Paling tersentuh dengan dialog Imam bila menyentuh tentang Mualaf di Korea yang mengalami kesulitan setelah memeluk Islam.

" Some who newly convert find it very hard as they are following their old habit sometimes. They find it very hard. But those who try and know what's the taste of iman like, they will follow it (the religion) insya Allah"

Ramadhan in Leicester

My favourite love verse is Ayatul Qursi. Sejak dulu lagi, sebelum saya mula belajar tafseer Quran lagi. Waktu kecil-kecil, surah apa lah sangat yang tahu. Ayat Kursi ni antara ayat yang kena hafal time sekolah rasanya. Tapi seawal itu lagi, makna nya dah memikat hati. 

This verse gives so much sense of security and comfort to me.
Especially that part when Allah says 
"He knows what appears in front of and behind His creatures"
Best sangat!!
Rasa sangat protected,
Bila saya keliru,
Bila saya tak tahu,
Saya tahu Dia tahu.


:)

Oh, and Ramadhan is hereee.
I really enjoy this Ramadhan.
Loving the 19 hours fasting which help me not think of food, something I tend to think alot about.
Hari tu pergi talk di City Retreat Leicester,
Syeikh tu kata Ramadhan is the time when we distance ourself from the main things we perceived as what sustain us.
Food which sustain our energy
Intimate relationship which sustain human generation.

Ramadhan lets us focus on things which sustain our spiritual side.
How priceless it is 
Buka puasa dengan orang tersayang lepas seharian menahan lapar,
Alhamdulillah rezeki makan melimpah ruah 
By the way, elakkan membazir please,
Kalau makanan semalam banyak lagi,
panaskan and habiskan please.
Tak yah masak baru pun takpe.

And sangat best kalau kita boleh lebih hayati makna terawikh kali ni,
Teraweeh berasal daripada perkataan raha yang bermaksud to take a rest,
So sepatutnya waktu teraweeh tu, kita hayati betul-betul,
Jadikan ia sebagai station rehat kita,
rehat daripada kesibukan urusan lain,
dan berehat dengan berborak dengan Allah.
And by the way, I'm so blessed to have housemates who memorise lots of surah.
So inspired by them.

Hee. Teringat haritu ajar anak-anak akak postgrad pasal Ramadhan dengan my lovelies,
waktu tanya depa

"What do we do in Ramadhan?"
Cute boy Syahmi beriya angkat tangan nak jawab.
"We do tarawina".
You cute little boy! Tarawina pun boleh.

Ni theme song kem ihya Ramadhan yang nyanyi setiap sabtu dengan my cute boys and girls. Aunty Nana loves you all soo much. Moga jadi mukmin soleh solehah and musleh!

As-Shabab

How can I be like Salman al-Farisi
To be hungry and eager for truth.

How can I be like Abu Dzar.
To know the truth and to not hesitate in upholding it.

How can I be like Umar.
To know the truth and to not be scared in claiming to believe in it.

How can I be Abu Bakar.
To be as loyal as a believer can be.



My time of youth will be questioned.
I cannot waste it on trivial things.
Be responsible.
Dare to dream.
Boleh boleh boleh
Jadi As-shabab yang responsible and penuh ilmu dan himmah, please!

You're not a child anymore.

Jaga

Pencari makna hidup,
Kering rehat mengatur budi
Apa benar ikhlas dimaktub
Atau dicampak lempar tak sudi?

Bila sendi laju melincir
Tak sempat karat hinggap mengarat,
Otak ligat, semangat mundar mandir,
Mana yang sempat, tercapai sipi
Mana yang tidak, terbiar sepi

Kasihan bukan pada si induk
Sebab si induk kononnya mahu
Sedih tidak pada sang diri
Sebab sang diri kisah nya sudi
Namun Si induk tak hidup seorang,
Sang diri tak tinggal sendiri,
Bila satu hati dihampiri,
Satu hati tertinggal tepi
Bila satu jiwa diberi erti
Satu jiwa menanti-nanti

Kamu dapat satu
Kamu hilang satu
Kamu mahu satu,
Kamu perlu lepaskan satu
Bezanya satu yang mana satu.

Maafkan diri ini yang tak hebat mengatur masa dan perhatian.
Moga Allah menjaga kalian disaat diri ini pergi.
Kadang aku fikir juga,
Apakah Dia redha,
Aku tak tahu.
Aku cuma tahu untuk mahu.

Taqwa dan Cinta

Most of the times, you feel sinful when someone saw the wrongs you have done.
Many times, you feel guilty when you have wronged another individuals.

How often do you think and reflect about the wrongs you have done to Allah? Allah al-Malik has set "Kawasan Larangan" i.e things which are forbidden for you to approach or to do. How often have you traversed that area and not feeling guilty as no human being is watching.

Itulah,
Kurang sangat taqwa dalam diri.
Kurang sangat rasa bersalah pada Allah.
Kurang sangat hati-hati dengan "perasaan" Allah.
Perasaan manusia kau jaga sangat.

Taqwa tu Nana, kena dilatih.
Taqwa tu bila mana engkau berhati-hati dalam setiap gerak geri dan luang masamu
Sebab engkau cinta kan Allah
Sebab engkau tahu Allah sentiasa ada.

Insya Allah taqwa membina cinta.
Or the other way round.

"I saw that"-God

You ain't fetus!

Fetuses spend approximately 30 per cent of their time asleep in mommy's tummy.
To those who sleep much, kindly be reminded that you're not a fetus anymore.
You may have forgotten, but you have left your mommy's tummy.


I disagree that we need 7-8 hours of sleep in a day. That's a quarter of your day. If you spend every single day of life doing that, you will be spending quarter of life sleeping :O

#obsandgynaestudy